I have to laugh that I get followers for my strange rants about guys. LoL. But I guess if someone likes it, that’s a good thing. 🙂
I’m currently talking to 4 guys. Dave, Blake, Nathan, and I don’t know the other guys’ name. Well…. Dave I thought was going to be my mister amazing everything told me the following:
Him: Oh really? Maybe we should have more dates. Haha. I do like you.
Me: I think we should….. were you not feeling good about me before?
Him: I was. I was hesitating since I am tired of the heartbreak.
Me: I haven’t been on Grindr since I met you. 🙂
Him: I haven’t been on it much either 🙂
It was kind of disheartening to hear that I was putting in more effort than he was. Yes yes yes I know, I jump into things MUCH faster than I should, but he gave me a feeling I haven’t had in a long time….. hope. I don’t know how or why or what makes him different.
Now you are going to say… “WHAT????, your talking about 4 guys and complaining about 1 not being interested in you???” No. I’m staying exclusive to him and kind of making friends out of the other guys. Before, it was more interest but now….. I want this guy. But I’m 10xs more scared to try anything after the things he said than I may have been before.
I really hope tomorrow will be a brighter day. I hope that on Thursday (my next date with him), I can let him know that I care and am interested just in him. Without coming on too strong and being creepy that is. I’m wondering though…. what would be some good calm, cool things to say without being a weirdo?